Don't you hate it in life when you realize that probably no matter what you do, it's the wrong thing?

Tokyo Log:

5:10: 4 drunk Chinese people. 1 woman who puked. 1 man.

5:25: Approached by a man who wanted to 'go play.'

The day reached its peak before the sun was even fully up.

I have one bra from Victoria's Secret.
It's too big now.
That makes me sad.
It was smooth and rather comfortable.
Drat.

4 points.
4 points.

Effing h.
Oh well, I'm closer. Now for 2 more weeks of piled up stress and kanji adventures <3

I got confused for a European today...or a Russian (again on that note <3 ).
Life is good.


...I think it's the haircut. One of my teachers said that it looked European. I think it looks 70's. Maybe 80's.

There's no point to this post...I'm just listening to this song now...and drinking wine...and wishing I were asleep

※朝までなだめてyelling　氷の虚像はbreaking
脳裏に焼き付くcalling　回線put me through it
アクセル全開のhot way　限界越えてくvoltage
目指すはsexyなDIVA　gimme gimme, boy I'm ready!※

words up
6am sending ya mail　画面にkissして I'm about to go
let me see ya心も twenty-six そろそろ着替えの time
素足に馴染んだ高めのhealで walking out of my door
watching me out本気を　ここからが勝負 C'mon

△tick tack lady, tick tack baby
girl sing it, lai la la lai　無我夢中で
drive me crazy, drive me bump bump
boy, shake it up, here we go　未知の世界
tick tack lady, tick your body
戻らぬ過去の話はnone sense
kick me harder, kick my booty
今だけを確実に生きてく△

10pm calling your home　途切れだす会話 I'm about to off
Let me see ya身体で　twenty-four 一日絡まるbed
素肌に刻んだ愛しい絆は　keep me strong again
taking me up, coolに　何処迄も挑む C'mon

□tick tack lady, tick tack baby
girl sing it, lai la la lai　上がるtension
drive me crazy, drive me bump bump
boy, shake it up, here we go　次の扉
tick tack lady, tick your body
見えぬ未来の不安はnone sense
kick me harder, kick my booty
今だけを一番に感じて□

Apparently the Japanese have a saying that goes: "Getting used to it is more important than learning it." I can see that, but that as advice for taking any sort of test where you are supposed to know what you are doing and be able to use the information being tested in daily life for things such as jobs doesn't make much sense to me. Needless to say, I will be doing my best to "get used to the test" more than I will try to "pass it through knowledge and ability to reproduce the information in a timely and correct fashion."

Whoo, 10 points to slackers everywhere! Like me <3

Okay. I lied. I still miss Cheerios. But I don't think it's actually the Cheerios that I miss so much as seeing the post before this one making me want them 'cause I wanted them.

Had a nice little birthday celebration on Sunday. It was nice. Obviously. Good times.

I miss Cheerios.
I do.
Granted, by tonight, I won't.
But I do now.
So I thought I'd write about that.
Because that is, actually, as interesting as my life gets.

Well...at least as far as the parts that I can post about are concerned.
I lead a rather dull life.

I think I'll draw a half nude woman tonight.
And draw the comics and commissions I have in the works.
Perhaps.
I NEED to study.
Bad.

All Nighters...

I wonder if I can still pull them. I think I can, but I don't really want to test it out. I enjoy sleep WAY too much for that. Maybe I will. Over holiday. On a coffee binge. Although, with it becoming winter, the idea of being inside my futon becomes more and more appealing.

...and spending all night at a club I don't count as an all nighter. I'm not sure why, but I don't. I can still do that.

I reviewed grammar points for 3 hours. It sucked. Didn't do too well either. Effing H. Still got a lot of stuff to go over, so I can't give up.

WTF?

Seriously. WTF

前には将来のことを一生懸命考えって作ったけど、今の頃は全然作られないようになりました。将来を考えないという訳ではないけど専門的な将来計画ありません。来年今の事を続くか東京引っ越すと新しい仕事を探すかどうか分かりません。そんなに悪くないと思いますが、昔の自分と結構違います。その私は計画あり、高校を卒業して、大学に入学して、卒業して、カロフォニア州へ引っ越すと仕事をやるという計画で、大学の最後の学期で日本での仕事を見つけて計画が変わりました。いいことか悪いことかがまだ分かりませんが、今の私は計画を作りたくない気がします。色々なあり得る事があって、時々『迷っているなぁ』と思って心配するけれでも、未来の不思議さを考えるとワクワクするのでちょっと迷ってもいいと思います。若いうちにいっぱい馬鹿なことをやらなければならないですよね。いつか将来の私になるので楽しんでいきたいと思います。

For those who don't understand above: to summate... (which is a word I made up <3)