Oh god. Sunday. Date. I'm nervous NOW. Probably 'cause most of the details were just decided on...but still. WTF? I need to chill out like mad crazy. I do get to ride on a bike again. That's good with me :D

Why am I so retarded? I mean, really? Why? I know why...I have trust issues and no experience with many forms of interpersonal relationships, but that is neither here nor there. What is both of those is that the second date is on Sunday, and I'm nervous.

(haha, don't you love only having half the story??)

2009.04.05

Today...not much happened. I don't think I even left my apartment. I had plans to, but I didn't. I did draw one image, color another...and that's about as much 'constructive' things I did. I played some video games, and watched a movie and some episodes of a TV show.

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